Apologies and Explanation

well... firstly... i feel very bad for myself lately. lately i have been giving up on a lot of things i enjoy doing for the sake of other important things in my life... haiz.... a lot... i really mean a lot.

1. Not going to scouts
2. Not spending time with LK Brothers™
3. Not voicing out to the person i have feelings for
4. Not using computer on a daily basis


All this all for the sake of.... studies...
I really dunno... why is it that for my common test i wan to put in so much effort. i am stressed and pressurised by it. i am affected by it... i am afraid i can't do well....

Because of all these... i have to forgo my free time for studies. now with only Tues and Fri ending early like say 530. The other days is till 9. even on Sat. I have to put in this much.

This means i rightfully should progress... but... i dun want to progress alone and watch my frenz fall behind... the last time this happened was with LK. When i left the 5 behind and the other 3 jus to go JC. it hurts. so i really wish to push my fellow peers to study and work for what they should be obtaining. but i dunno if it is getting across to them. ppl like WX. whom i tot i did succeed... he seem to slow down again. and the others... i really can't keep asking ppl to study... they have to be self motivated.... you people have to be active so that i can help you guys...


As for Shawn and Clive. So sorry. Esp to Shawn. Really can't make it... my common test is jus 2 weeks away and i dun wan to over work myself. Jus to clarify. if i still go out on sunday. i will not get enuff rest and my body will fall sick. i dun wan to be sick for common test. so sorry. maybe another time. Clive.... so sorry we had to leave tt day. same reason. we need our rest. the following day we actually had to study day to night. therefore...we left early. there will be other opportunities de.... eh... but if you guys wan rite... every mon, wed, fri...if you guys can... do drop by SR outside at bout 9... we can go for some dinner tgt? i am sure it would be great to just see you guys standing outside waiting... haha... (*hint hint*) lol... but... ya... i am sure you guys noe the feeling when lets say after a tiring day... you turn the corner to see your Brothers standing there... the joy would be extreme.... Anyway...


Thanks a lot guys for being there for me always... see you guys around....

Friends

Well... Lately... i seem to have disappointed/angered/irritated someone... well..if the person noes... the person would be reading this... all i have to say is that...

Friends can be categorised into different sections.....
True Friends(LK Brothers™) are people who find your mistakes and do something about it... they make it known to you and not hide it from you. They want you to change and help you to do so... They can be the ones who scold you like hell over some matters.. and after that... you are all still friends.... They correct you when you are wrong... they will not side you when you are wrong because you have to learn.... These are true friends..


You have ordinary friends or social friends... who take it that what you do is always right. even though its wrong, they side you... the make you feel good by saying things you always want to hear... even if they are not true... they are just there to please you and make life look smooth...

Also... Hi-Bye friends... whom just enter and den nvr appear again... perhaps for a short moment... they do make you feel happy being with them... but after a while they are gone....


Well.. i only have all this to say.. to the one i offended... i am sorry for having done what i true frend did in a wrong way... having complained about somethings that day was because i had a bad week to begin with.. if you truly want to the story.. i can tell you seperately... anyway... i am sorry.... its up to you to forgive me or not... its your choice... all the best!!!!